What a great find... another really good song from Citizen Soldier. To anyone who's going through a rough patch in life, don't give up, this song is for you!
You see that glass half empty
Each time you look in the mirror
It's like the more you're trying
Your flaws start showing up clearer
You bleed emotion so devoted to what people say
So sick of hoping so you focus on all your mistakes
Stop changing, there's nothing to fix when life's a war for you
That's when your pulse becomes the proof
When you're a little messed up
When you're a little unwell
And nobody understands
That you are going through hell
Right here like this right now
You are enough
When you've been broken and bruised
Because the past has been tough
Being human is
What makes you something worthy of love
Right here this sick right now
You are enough
So don't give up ♪ ♫ ♪
This song is deep and very personal. This is why they say everyone has a personal relationship with God. Everyone's relationship will be in a different state. While some will have a great relationship, some like the person in this song, will be at the lowest of lows. And it's up to you to decide if the relationship is worth having.
Father, this is my confession
Sending it from bloodied knees
Save me from this sick obsession
Of wishing you were proud of me
Anything for your affection
Overdosed on wine and bread
The introspection's just a weapon
And it'll be the cause of death
I wouldn't blame you for pretending not to hear me pray
I bet you're sick of watching me make all the same mistakes
Know I've been distant, I'm not trying to take the easy way
I just can't imagine any paradise that's worth this pain
I've had my darkest thoughts
Trying to get to Heaven
Twisted my mind in knots
Trying to be forgiven
Counting all the reasons I could go to Hell but
Can't think of even one why I should love myself 'cause
I've never felt more lost
Trying to be good enough for God
Good enough for God
Another great song from Citizen Soldier. If you've been following this blog, you probably know I'm a fan of “bitter” songs. We need more songs of this type haha.
So you better believe I'm still bitter
Oh how dare you just leave me this way
No I cannot erase what you left here
No I, cannot run, will not hide, one more day
You better believe I'm still jaded
So to hell with you and your stupid games
I'm so sick and tired of taking the high road,
Oh my, what a shame, guess I'll be, bitter right to the grave ♪ ♫ ♪
A great find! A beautiful, albeit sad song from Citizen Soldier...
No one sees
But it's always December in me
No matter where I go it's pouring rain
In my head seasons never change
And it's killing me
No one sees
But it's always December in me
Tried so hard to be brave
But the reasons this lifе is worth living
Get hard to remembеr
When it's always December
